I can't seem to keep up with the 2 blogs! Now that my positive thoughts are dwindling down to nothing, I really should be keeping this up...
1. great friends, no matter how far. very nice visit with ange this weekend.
2. not gaining weight this week
3. lazy sundays
4. my bridesmaid's dress not being tight... actually it's a lil loose!
5. .. .. ... .. i really can't think of another one.
Please someone say a prayer for me that I figure out what it is I want to do with my life so I'm not stuck in the worst job I've ever had any longer. The unfortunate thing is that I come to realize that I'm good at a lot of little things, but not super kick-ass at any of them... not enough that I can make a career out of any of my "talents" (ha ha ha) or abilities.
This job is wearing on me so much. Other than being so ridiculously mundane, I am a slave to people who believe in everything I think is wrong. God help me. They treat me like I'm stupid. Like all of my input is clearly unnecessary. I am just a clerk so when I talk about my education, business models, business law, etc, I am quickly dismissed and seen as being combative. I was seen as a shining star and useful and smart when I simply wrote letters, sent faxes, filed, got lunch. Any mention of planning to prevent any disasters and also quickly dismissed. But I'm sure if a lawsuit is ever filed, all fingers will be pointed at ME.
My life is constantly living on edge, walking on eggshells, wondering when I'm going to get chopped. Waiting for the next insult or dismissal or disapproving look. God help me.
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You and I need to do some serious future planning. For me it's still a few years but still we need to sit down and really think out our 'plan'
right now may not be the best time to find a new job, but you will. And it'll be somewhere that appreciates your talents!
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